Its this.
I'm sick of not fully living my life. I don't want to be "dead" in sin. I want to be alive in Christ. I feel this amazing passion inside lately to just get out and do something. ANYTHING. But problems keep popping in my head like: I can't drive, I don't have a way to get money, do I have the time..
What do I want to do exactly??
Well, glad you asked lol. I have a few things in mind. Even if it's just to keep busy. I just don't want to sit around in my house anymore, I wanna live!.
For instance.
-Play a sport at school. I feel left out and I'm afraid it's too late to start. But maybe it's not.
-Apply for more jobs. Money is always useful. Maybe it would help to get some!!
-Do more at church. Just being there makes me feel like I'm doing something specifically for God. And being around Christians makes me feel safe :]
-Gain more close friends and see those friends! I really feel like I'm not close to many people lately. I think that needs to change. Before it's too late you know.
I want to step out of my comfort zone. I want to experience life. Not just come home everyday with no intention of seeing anyone face to face and not wanting to. I'm hiding from the world. But I know that my heart is weak, and I can't do these things alone. I need help. I need prayer. I would appreciate the accountability :]
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I'll be your friend!!! : D
I'll help you with accountability, if you want it. I'll talk to you more later.
your friend in Christ, Hannah
Sounds like you are growing to me. As much as you may be upset, its a great thing. I went through the same thing about 9 months ago. It gets easier. I have some ideas on how to help, they helped me a lot.
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