So I have realized more and more as the day goes on. One thing I've noticed is that since I've started going out with Tommy, my relationship with Colten started to wither, until it completely died. Now I'm lucky if I even notice him. I don't really understand it, but I know one thing, it has to do with my sin issue "pleasing people". I think what I've done is actually fallen farther from God this past month or so. I think I've also put Tommy's needs before God's needs. So I really need to crack down on that book, the Bible and talking to Tommy :/
Which being the people pleaser I am is going to be tough enough because I realized I avoid conflict, but I know that with God's help I can overcome, and I know that in the end things will be better because of it.
Time to strap on my armor and head into battle :/
Adios
The Christian
trying to break out of my shell
Me:
- Chelsy
- Hi, I'm Chelsy and I go to Grace Baptist church. This past summer ['08 ] I was baptized and I feel like I've grown so much in my faith this year. I'm very excited to spread the word of the gospel, but I still wonder about a lot of things and have a lot of research to do. I play guitar and sing for my church's youth group and I'm very excited about having that as a title. My goal in life: To truly live.
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2 comments:
yeah, isn't it crazy how much we care what other people think?
we're so willing to bend over backwards, and even sin in order to make them happy yet, God, the One who MADE US, we ignore Him and what pleases Him.
My own carelessness, about what God wants sometimes amazes me.
I'll pray for you. : )
If there is anything I can do for you, let me know.
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